I would literally cry right through the writing of something like this

you're still way stronger than i am. my brain simply cringes away from these concepts, and just goes "does not compute"..

i agree with you about the specialness of this fandom. i can read deathfics in other fandoms (i have about 5 of those) but i can't deal with that in dS. i still haven't read End of the Road no matter how many times people rec it.

i read this story also because i don't think Arrow would gut me and leave my bleeding on the floor.. she'd patch up my wounds at least :P

yeah, dS is my comfort fandom -- it's like a haven from the tragedy in RL and other fandoms.. (probably because the magic carries over from the canon) and so my brain automatically rejects thoughts of the boys in the same sentence as "deathfic"..

♥ :D