It's just never fair when you pay someone to do a job, you just have to do yourself. Sorry, hon. At least it's done? And done well and done right, that's worth a lot. And if it's songs (or at least one song) you really, honestly like, you know that you really did put love into it (along with a lot of frustration, anger, angst, and anguish, sure, but also love) and got it done the way it should be done.

And done is done, so...Yay! Done! \o/